Wednesday, February 16th, 2005
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1:16 am - UPDATE: Been a long time...
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early morning...something stirs...I am going to be a daddy. Yes...my boys can swim...I am not dead...just lay dormant for a while while I found myself.
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Sunday, October 19th, 2003
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6:30 pm - lost in the midwest...
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Well...as per usual my string of bad luck has continued fervantly for several months. As you can see by my less than frequent journal entries, I have lost computer access altogether. My computer is a glorified paperweight due some rather nasty little viruses. I would like to say I wish all the virus writers of the world...may your balls be infested with the fleas of a thousand camels...then set on fire.
I had been trying to teach myself how to use photoshop and I was doing rather well...but day by day without using it I am losing the knowledge I have gained. I had to move again because the person we were supposed to work on purchasing the house from let it go into forclosure...we were served papers concerning a sheriff's sale so we had to move...yet again...in less than a year. It sucks...just wanted to post hear and let anyone who reads this know I haven't died...just sort of lost in the midwest.
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Tuesday, July 29th, 2003
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3:22 pm
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Monday, July 28th, 2003
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4:23 am - NEOPETS
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Sunday, July 13th, 2003
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3:02 am - 1337...woot
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d00dz...tales of the 1337 go here
I laughed really hard at this...sometimes I am easily amused, but I actually see people talking like this in chat rooms. I thought it was just a strange bit of illiteracy or something...lol.
current mood:  rejuvenated
current music: Blink 182/Take Off Your Pants And Jacket
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Sunday, July 6th, 2003
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8:00 am
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Thursday, July 3rd, 2003
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9:55 am
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Thanks to ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) nyte I found this little easter egg:
1. Go to Google
2. Search for "weapons of mass destruction"
3. Choose the "I'm feeling lucky" button.
ENJOY!!!
current mood:  cheerful
current music: the blessed sound of a fan
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Wednesday, July 2nd, 2003
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5:03 am - Mastah Chin says...
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This is the...
Soundtrack for Summer 2003
1. Bob Marley-No Woman No Cry
2. Kid Rock-Only God Knows Why
3. Black Eyed Peas (Featuring Justin Timberlake)-Where Is The Love
4. Uncle Kracker-Drift Away
5. The Dave Matthews Band-Where Are You Going
6. Kid Rock (Featuring Sheryl Crow)-Picture
7. Long Beach Dub Allstars-Sunny Hours
8. Wyclef Jean-Gone 'til November (remix)
9. Uncle Kracker-Follow Me
10. Elwood-Sundown
Now go...burn these songs onto a cd and pop them into your car stereo and take a road trip...Go visit someplace you've never been...or someplace you haven't been in a while.
And remember...
Mastah Chin says it always good for man to meet woman in park...but sometimes better for man to park meat in woman
current mood:  mellow
current music: Uncle Kracker-Drift Away
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Monday, June 30th, 2003
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11:30 pm
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Billy
Many thanks to jska... this little cartoon is wrong on so many levels...but I laughed...does this make me evil?
current mood: amused
current music: DJ Rap/Learning Curve
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4:38 am - A clap of thunder...
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You wake up...still a little groggy...there's still a few hours before you should be awake. The room is dark, and you see the light of a street lamp outside...it's raining. You lay for a while sleepless...wondering if you'll get back to sleep. It's just then you hear something...you can hardly hear it over the sound of the fan running. it sounded...like a whisper. The storm seems to be getting worse outside, and you stare at the orange lit window...It's keeping you awake. You look to the bedside table just to check the time again...3:53am...You think, "Why does the insomnia have to hit me again...I wish the street light would go out." Just then a bolt of lightning strikes so brightly the street lights go out...and the electricity flickers.
The clock on the bedside table blinks 12:00am.
The room is darker now, but you still can't sleep as the blinking red seems to fill the room...save for one solitary corner. As dark as it is, this corner is darker... almost as if it is swallowing light. You look around the room and try to ignore this shadow, but your eyes keep coming back to it....trying to make out what is there. Your pupils widen to try and take in every bit of light the blinking clock provides to no avail. You whisper to yourself, "It's nothing...it's nothing." Then you hear it again... a soft whispering voice that is so faint that you cannot make out what it is trying to say. The fan next to you is on high, but you are starting to sweat. You can feel your heart beating in your ears as your mind races. You cannot take your eyes off of that corner. The beads of sweat running down your forehead onto your brow. A small bead of sweat runs into the corner of your eye...it stings so you rub your eyes. When you are done rubbing your eyes, you look to the corner and the formless void that had once been there was gone.
You sigh and you feel slightly relieved.
The elctricity goes out...the clock stops blinking...the fan next to you slowly comes to a halt...the street lights are still out.
You are in pitch blackness.
You hear it again...clearer now with only the rain to drown out the sound of the voice..."SSSSSSSSSsssssharp little thingsss we have... flesssSSsssh tearsss...it hearsssSSsssSss uSsss now...we thinksss it isssSs frightened of UssSsss...it should be."
You feel a sinking feeling in the pit of you stomach as the air seems to grow thicker...The humidity that came from the rain is now starting to choke the air out of you. You start to feel faint. Just then you feel breath on your face...not yours...the wretched smell of roadkill sitting in the noonday sun now lapped against your face stealing what little air you had left...It's closer now. It whispers in your ear...
"You will tassSste good...coppery blood tasSste you have...We Sssmellsss your fear...We likess it..." Then you feel it. You lay petrified at the sensation as what seem like fingers creep across your chest. You haven't breathed for about a minute and the room is starting to spin... When you feel a sharp pain in your chest that seems to go through you to your back...
A clap of thunder...You wake up...was it a dream? "It had to be," you think to yourself" as you roll back over to turn away from the light from the street lamp. "Everything is alright," you whisper to yourself.
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"We are right behind you sssSSSssweeet little toy"
current mood:  predatory
current music: Interview With The Vampire SDK
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Sunday, June 29th, 2003
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4:04 pm - Horrorscope...
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You tend to enjoy solitude, dear Scorpio, and today you might find yourself feeling more reclusive than usual. You could be invited to go out with friends, but aren't likely to accept their invitations. You might even feel a little irritated by them. This is a great day to go for a workout, or to throw yourself into projects of your own. Physical activity will get rid of stress, and your concentration is high. Go to it!
Well...as reclusive as I am...I am going to the library today. I drew a doodle last night of one of my old characters...Bobo...he's fighting a somewhat twisted evil marionette... Well... About to fight one.
Overall I liked the pic...I am just trying to get back into the flow of drawing... for the longest time I had lost the will to draw...it was just everything around me had gotten...blah...I need a place to post all these little pictures of mine so I can actually show people.
I'll have to work on that.
Here's a pic I drew of one of my fiance's characters from a game we both like to play...
http://www.valnerak.com/images/besca.jpg
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12:45 am - Which OS am I?
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Saturday, June 28th, 2003
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4:48 am - 1337 []D [] []\/[] []D...just because...
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Just had my computer crash 3 times trying to download some patch or something for DirextX...Bill Gates is the Debil.
Just trying to freakin' fix this computer so it runs faster so I can actually do things... It just needs to be wiped clean... I really need it to be a little more efficient so I can really try and learn Photoshop 6.0 better. With it running the way it is...it's nearly impossible. Found a nice little program called adaware that looks for spyware on your computer...found a bunch of gator crap and got rid of it...there were also a lot of tracking cookies...I don't know how these things get in here. They're like ants...you kill one...three more appear...
Oh...Can't sleep again as you can see by this post...been up since 2am...and I have a deleriously long day ahead of me...
woo hoo.
I was looking through other journals and such...and wondering...how do these people do what they do with their journals? I mean some of them are really graphic intensive and mine seems so blah. I'll figure it out this is only day three of writing and parusing...found some really cool stuff...I hope to find more.
In anycase...thought for the day...
Remember you are unique...just like everyone else
current mood:  irritated
current music: Soul Asylum/Candy from a Stranger
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Friday, June 27th, 2003
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2:40 pm
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current mood:  weird
current music: The Doors/Greatest Hits
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11:04 am - Hmmmm...interesting
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| something_dark | | Magic Number | 20 | | Job | Leader of the Free World | | Personality | Sunshine And Blue Skies | | Temperament | Cool And Calm | | Sexual | If I Have To | | Likely To Win | The Lottery | | Me - In A Word | Ditsy | | Colour | | | Brought to you by MemeJack |
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current mood:  ditzy
current music: Enigma/The Screen Behind the Mirror
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4:57 am - Insomnia
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Well...it's my own fault really...yesterday..I took some dayquil...wonderful stuff...it's not supposed to cause drowsiness...I slept until about 2 am and have been trying to occupy myself until my fiance gets home from working the late shift...I miss her. In anycase I was going through old artwork and and found some things I had forgotten about...and there were some things I wish I knew what happened to them. I found evidence at one time I had in my possession a script an issue of Scrubs in Scrublan...I think that is what it was called...is called...but I found sequential art...I don't remember what the story was supposed to be about...hell I read a few of the issues and didn't know. I fond a bit of inspiration to start messing around with Photoshop a little and found that I actually have a legal copy of photoshop 6.0 in my possession...and a tutorial book to go along with it...I am going to attempt to re-teach myself how to use Photoshop as the version I used extensively was 4.0. I have found that there are some incredible tools in the program...I just have to figure out how to use them...again.
I am feeling more motivated yet still groggy from medicine trying to kick this cold...the common cold...you'd think if it was so common they would have come up with a cure already...not just methods of "softening the blow."
Hopefully this weekend (despite the fact that I was supposed to go to my family reunion saturday) I will have some fun Saturday... It's a get together at my fiance's, heretofore will be called Nikky for simplicity, parents place...BBQ and all that... Getting people together that are going to be in the now postponed wedding. I have only met 3 of the bridesmaids 1 time...briefly...so this should be interesting.
Well I'm off to put laundry in the dryer...fun fun...
current mood:  awake
current music: New Found Glory/from the screen to your stereo
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stressed
optimistic
